The New Yorkers

By Max Lang   

    I am not a New Yorker.

   As an outsider from another country, I have always fantasized about New York.  I imagined the city to be the yellow cab speeding by a hailing, pedestrian, or the rodent passengers on the A train, or the banker who lives in the Upper East Side on a steady diet of one-dollar pizza and Michelin-starred sushi.  My imaginations were terribly narrow.

    I began this photography project to find out what New York is.  Inspired by Robert Frank and his legendary publication, The Americans, I wanted to show a cross-section of the New Yorkers with a camera and a lens.  The photography from this project were taken during the COVID pandemic of 2020, and they are by no means a holistic display of the New York life.  Instead, these photographs present a very personal perspective – my perspective.  In my effort to try to dissect New York, I am unconsciously dissecting myself.  With these photographs I was able to piece together not just a fragment of the city, but also a slice of m life apart from assignments and deadlines.

    I attempted to find out who the New Yorkers are, and I ended up finding out who I am.  Colson Whitehead wrote that one becomes a New Yorker when one starts building one’s private New York, when one points at a Chase Bank and sees the demolished bodega, and when for whom “what was there before is more real and solid than what is here now”.  I disagree with his remarks.  I believe one becomes a New Yorker only when one becomes part of someone else’s New York.  I am more than just a voyeur observing from the outside.  I break into people’s lives with my camera and become a fragment of their New York. 

    I am a New Yorker.

 

Winter 2020